Thursday, July 28, 2011

larut , ?


officially,  all of sudden this thing happen. in just one week. too fast right? but, i could not hide this feel. thanks for being the one.maybe. what could i say. u're too kind. we're not meant to be together actually. you've pick a wrong girl. i am not the one. u're too clean. your heart were too fragile. easily broken i think. therefore, should be my responsibilty to take care of it. well, what could i express? to like someone is easy but to love someone, it is difficult .
wish i could make you happy, but please forgive me if you feel vice versa. ;')

people come and go , remember?


FRIEND, haha. yeah people come and go. i am speechless. my friendship tho',  thought very sincere . but its just nothing. how could i describe this feel? i feel like my heart broke to thousand pieces. eventho, we're not close anymore.but. remember. i've never forget our memories. i've never regret of bein ur friend , i know i'm not a perfect friend maybe. but i always respect this feel towards you. well. you're great. great in what huh? makin me feel sick everytime i see ur face? haha. well, we're 7teen now. be mature doe. u knw what. you've change a lot. i dont even recognize you anymore. but. i think i know the real you now. it doesnt matter act. at least, we still talk to each other. huh, for the time being, i have you! you such a nice person. thanks. for everything. everybody have pro's and con's. i never regret. moreover, gratefully i love you.. xoxo.

Friday, June 10, 2011

essential

i am now berhijab ALHAMDULILLAH. please make it last :)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

seventeen '

2010, there's many thng to cherished. but, my point is . i want to step forward and when i look back there's will be nothing to regret. LIFE? 17= SPM, huh, moga dipermudahkan.. got to live life.everythings goes new and fresh. yang, be mature. you're great. stand for what you think it's right! . LOVE , just let time make the flow. patah tumbuh hilang berganti :) bunga bukan sekuntum dan kumbang bukan seekor. haha chill suda la kn. ok. yang, be whtever you are. !! DONT TURN BACK. you're a KICKER not a PLAYER. :)




just a short entry, but have a deep meaning :)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

" if i could reach it "


ya ALLAH, aku akan menempuh kembali alam persekolahan pada tahun akn dtg. kau berkatilah kehidupan ku. kau limpah kurniakan lah rahmat mu buat ku. kau buangkanlah sifat malas dari diri hamba mu ini ya ALLAH. aku memohon kepada mu , kau terangkanlah hatiku, berikanlah ku petunjuk serta cahaya hidayahmu, kau letakkan lah aku sentiasa di landasan kebenaran. ya ALLAH, sesungguhnya kau MAHA MEMBERI DAN MAHA MENGASIHANI. ya ALLAH, pada tahun 2011 akn dtg ini, aku, NUR YANG SOFIA OMAR RAZIAN, akn menduduki peperiksaan yg amat penting, yg menjadi penentuan kepada segala penat lelah, keberkatan serta usaha ku ya ALLAH.  YA ALLAH, kau permudahkanlah segala urusanku, kau jadikanlah seorang yg sentiasa taat kepada perintahmu, hormat kepada kedua ibu bapaku, cantik budi pekertiku, suci nilai akhlakku, indah seri mukaku ya ALLAH. sesungguhnya aku hanya hambamu yg lemah. YA ALLAH, kau tetapkanlah iman ku, kau tabahkan lah hatiku menempuh dugaan hidup yg bakal mendatang.sesungguhnya kau tidak akn menguji hambamu yg tidak dpat menanggung ujiannya ya ALLAH. YA ALLAH, kau buangkanlah sifat hasad dengki dari diriku kepada org lain mahupn dari org lain kepada diriku, kerna ianya sifat iblis ya ALLAH, sifat yg dilakntmu. YA ALLAH, kau lindungilah aku dari azabmu, dari segala penyakit, dari hasutan syaitan, dari gangguan iblis laknatullah . aku hambamu yg hina YA ALLAH. tiada tuhan yg ku sembah melainkan mu. aku mendoakan kejayaan  dalam peperiksaan ini hanya untuk kejayaan di dunia tetapi, kau limpah kn lah kelebihan agar aku dpat menjadi hamba yg disayangimu ya ALLAH di akhirat kelak. ya ALLAH, aku menyayangi kedua ibu bapaku, berikan lah aku peluang sekali lagi mengecap kejayaan di dalam pepriksaan SPM 2011 akn dtg ini, agar aku dpt membahagiakn serta membanggakan mereka . aku ingin mencapai kejayaan ini kerana tangisan kegembiraan mereka menjadi nadi semangat ku untuk terus berusaha mencapai kejayaan ya ALLAH. ya ALLAH, bantulah hambamu ini, sesungguhnya engkau MAHA MEMBERI DAN MAHA MENYAYANGI HAMBANYA. INSYAALLAH. AMIN :)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

meow '

cats? fuck all those who hate em' . haha. bitch. they just creatures. takde otak ape . kau sape nk benci benci ciptaanNYA. sedarlah wey. kau pn ciptaanNYA juge. and one more thng A VIOLENCE CREATURES.haha.ape kau pkir kau tolak ke, pijak ke, binatang tu tak rase? mmg lah bnde alah tu tak de otak tapi ade perasaan lah bodoh.kau tau ape beza kau dgn die? otak. tapi skrg sape yg takde otak ? stupid dush. ergh. kau tau, even kt mecca pn ade masjid kucing. ni kau? kau pkir kau ade masjid sendiri? tolonglah. dnt be so like a jerk. kau tau perangai kau tu gedik tak? aish. ni lah kalu temper dh makan stu bdan. "eeeeee, halau lah kucng tu, aku geli doh." jerk+stupid= BITCH. " haha. u deserve this title. haila. one more thing. ALLAH tahu sape makhluk yg terbaik di sisinya. wht just can i said : " YA ALLAH, kau berilah balasan kepada mereka yg telah menganiayai makhluk ciptaanmu ini. amin"

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

memory huh?

i keep thinking about changing lately. why. sometimes we keep learn from mistakes. therefore, it'll make us matured. not bothering about past. haha. but. we're all same. wht appears in life are not same as wht we want. we? i thnk just me. babe, sorry once again

  •  salam. remember me? long time no see
  • w'slm. hey. yup. ltns. how ur doin?
  • im great. so u? babe, u look differ now in fb. curl.
  • haha. well. u dh lame tak jmpe i. so people chnging. cmne hols di armsterdam? 
  • yeah. change. you totally change. hols? biase je.dell told somes about you. mrsm?
  • ahah. sucks. kalu i ade ank, i takkn masok kn ank i kt boarding skul. like shit.haha
  • huh? wow. okok. so far so good lah?
  • good? no man . F**k it. tuka topic
  • haha. biaselah. just dont bother it.so, u ngan mikhael cmne?
  • mika? as usual. nape? ade special ke?
  • haha. bkn somethng goes on?
  • nope.we're just friend meh. so u?
  • me? nothng. life quite harsh.
  • pulak? nape?
  • yeah. papa biaselah. i love graphic better. but he wants law.
  • bkn you amek law as major and graphic as minor ke?
  • yup. after tht i switch it. papa..boom!
  • haha. so you should not. law is future hunn. graphic is wht yg u minat.give and take
  • need time :) so you? study?
  • haha. ok je. f4, mals sket. insyaallah next year ok kot. 
  • good luck then. btw, i landed malaysia next week, hope we can meet. u knw wht, i call my fam smlm. dayana otp. she ckp, nape u lame tak dtg uma? she ask about us? im speechless. she misses you. haha. mama pn ade tnye.since raya you senyap je. they tahu about your parents haj.so, pleasure for you to stay wif em'
  • idk. lgpn ibu ayh nk blik dh. never mind ok. im fine. dw.t sush plak mama.ngee :)
  • haha please ok. takyh ngee sgt. then dyan ade told, u knw, pirate skrg kne weight cntrl. dc surh. katenye mkin gemuk.
  • dy flow i tuh. lol. pirate? huh? miss her.
  • pirate je? babe. kite jmpe t.
  • we'll see. been bz lately. hw pn tak snth.
  • ok then :(. haha. i knw you. ye lah. time raya pn you dtg salh tming. i takde. ni mcm nk jmpe pm, kne wt app dulu
  • haha. wt app pn blm tntu. haha. tgk k, t free kite jmpe. so hows life?
  • huh? life. cm biase.
  • biase...? haha. btw, ape mimpi tbe cntct?
  • haha rindu. tadi i bkk lappy nmpk pic you as wall. tu teringat.:)
  • oh tgk lappy bru teringt lah? fine. haha. tak yh rindu sgtlah kn.
  • you same je. dell marhmarh i. nape tak cntct u. 
  • oh!kalu dell tak marh tak cntct lah nih. fine once again.
  • haha chill. i've story. u knw, i jd nyah kt sni. bru nihh, i manjemanje ng sorg nanny yg papa hired. haha. masok dapo lah jp, die ajar i wt cupcakes. haha ade masin sket.:(
  • lol. :0. tu lah mkneny die soh u menuntut kt i, iron chef. haila. dey thambie. tak yh blaja lh. u blaja tak blaja msak tu same je. dulu pn  kite mask masin gk u wt.
  • hey. you refresh blik. huh. memory. ? kite mask? miss tht time.
  • poyo. tak refresh. penyataan. 
  • see. u tknk ngku. fine. but may ask?
  • apeape?
  • u never thnk about me and the 2nd chance?
  • huh? once. dulu. babe, crite lapok.
  • y?
  • cz, it doesnt matter. buat ape?
  • its matter to me. you knw why kn fee. you tau hw much mean you to me.
  • babe, past lah. i thought kite dh ckp pasl bnd nihh.
  • huh. u make me frust once  again. :(
  • again? babe, ape i wt tak same ng you buat kt i. ape you wt, bkn je about, heart-feelings,2nd chance or wht. it also about pride and mercy.damn!
  • ... ok. im sorry. i tak mean tht.
  • wtf, just let it be. ade jodoh ade lah. stop man.
  • ok. dnt mad. sorry.
  • huh.
  • though, i thought it is wht you want. 
  • no man. its past. dh lame. even dh sthun lebih. you go wif your way though. i wif mine. everythng seems differ now. kalu syg pn as friend. not more thn tht. 
  • huh? ok. 
  • i thought kite dh promise tak ugkt this shit lg. hate it man.
  • okokok. sorry. fine. i'll past. i miss you.
  • fine then. u rindu. nk jmpe? ok kite jmpe. but as friend.fham tak.
  • ok then. 
  • *chnge topic
  • papa kem slam. 
  • wsalam. i'll meet maera and dell mybe on thurs.
  • really? ok. rindu sume org. moh ade ckp u seems happy now. slumber je
  • haha. people chnge. chngechngechnge. i bkn nur yang sofia yg dulu.though, u bkn ahmed k****y daniel yg i knal dulu. ok. wish you good luck wif your life. satu je, please listen to wht your papa said. its good for your future. dont bother me.pnjg umo kite jmpe.
  • huh? alright then
  • i need to go. dh nk off nihh
  • ok. 
  • bye. tc. miss you too.
  • miss you much.tc
well. hope you understand A'. u're still my diary. miss you. really mean it. huh. tak care dear.