memory huh?

i keep thinking about changing lately. why. sometimes we keep learn from mistakes. therefore, it'll make us matured. not bothering about past. haha. but. we're all same. wht appears in life are not same as wht we want. we? i thnk just me. babe, sorry once again

•  salam. remember me? long time no see
• w'slm. hey. yup. ltns. how ur doin?
• im great. so u? babe, u look differ now in fb. curl.
• haha. well. u dh lame tak jmpe i. so people chnging. cmne hols di armsterdam? 
• yeah. change. you totally change. hols? biase je.dell told somes about you. mrsm?
• ahah. sucks. kalu i ade ank, i takkn masok kn ank i kt boarding skul. like shit.haha
• huh? wow. okok. so far so good lah?
• good? no man . F**k it. tuka topic
• haha. biaselah. just dont bother it.so, u ngan mikhael cmne?
• mika? as usual. nape? ade special ke?
• haha. bkn somethng goes on?
• nope.we're just friend meh. so u?
• me? nothng. life quite harsh.
• pulak? nape?
• yeah. papa biaselah. i love graphic better. but he wants law.
• bkn you amek law as major and graphic as minor ke?
• yup. after tht i switch it. papa..boom!
• haha. so you should not. law is future hunn. graphic is wht yg u minat.give and take
• need time :) so you? study?
• haha. ok je. f4, mals sket. insyaallah next year ok kot. 
• good luck then. btw, i landed malaysia next week, hope we can meet. u knw wht, i call my fam smlm. dayana otp. she ckp, nape u lame tak dtg uma? she ask about us? im speechless. she misses you. haha. mama pn ade tnye.since raya you senyap je. they tahu about your parents haj.so, pleasure for you to stay wif em'
• idk. lgpn ibu ayh nk blik dh. never mind ok. im fine. dw.t sush plak mama.ngee :)
• haha please ok. takyh ngee sgt. then dyan ade told, u knw, pirate skrg kne weight cntrl. dc surh. katenye mkin gemuk.
• dy flow i tuh. lol. pirate? huh? miss her.
• pirate je? babe. kite jmpe t.
• we'll see. been bz lately. hw pn tak snth.
• ok then :(. haha. i knw you. ye lah. time raya pn you dtg salh tming. i takde. ni mcm nk jmpe pm, kne wt app dulu
• haha. wt app pn blm tntu. haha. tgk k, t free kite jmpe. so hows life?
• huh? life. cm biase.
• biase...? haha. btw, ape mimpi tbe cntct?
• haha rindu. tadi i bkk lappy nmpk pic you as wall. tu teringat.:)
• oh tgk lappy bru teringt lah? fine. haha. tak yh rindu sgtlah kn.
• you same je. dell marhmarh i. nape tak cntct u. 
• oh!kalu dell tak marh tak cntct lah nih. fine once again.
• haha chill. i've story. u knw, i jd nyah kt sni. bru nihh, i manjemanje ng sorg nanny yg papa hired. haha. masok dapo lah jp, die ajar i wt cupcakes. haha ade masin sket.:(
• lol. :0. tu lah mkneny die soh u menuntut kt i, iron chef. haila. dey thambie. tak yh blaja lh. u blaja tak blaja msak tu same je. dulu pn  kite mask masin gk u wt.
• hey. you refresh blik. huh. memory. ? kite mask? miss tht time.
• poyo. tak refresh. penyataan. 
• see. u tknk ngku. fine. but may ask?
• apeape?
• u never thnk about me and the 2nd chance?
• huh? once. dulu. babe, crite lapok.
• y?
• cz, it doesnt matter. buat ape?
• its matter to me. you knw why kn fee. you tau hw much mean you to me.
• babe, past lah. i thought kite dh ckp pasl bnd nihh.
• huh. u make me frust once  again. :(
• again? babe, ape i wt tak same ng you buat kt i. ape you wt, bkn je about, heart-feelings,2nd chance or wht. it also about pride and mercy.damn!
• ... ok. im sorry. i tak mean tht.
• wtf, just let it be. ade jodoh ade lah. stop man.
• ok. dnt mad. sorry.
• huh.
• though, i thought it is wht you want. 
• no man. its past. dh lame. even dh sthun lebih. you go wif your way though. i wif mine. everythng seems differ now. kalu syg pn as friend. not more thn tht. 
• huh? ok. 
• i thought kite dh promise tak ugkt this shit lg. hate it man.
• okokok. sorry. fine. i'll past. i miss you.
• fine then. u rindu. nk jmpe? ok kite jmpe. but as friend.fham tak.
• ok then. 
• *chnge topic
• papa kem slam. 
• wsalam. i'll meet maera and dell mybe on thurs.
• really? ok. rindu sume org. moh ade ckp u seems happy now. slumber je
• haha. people chnge. chngechngechnge. i bkn nur yang sofia yg dulu.though, u bkn ahmed k****y daniel yg i knal dulu. ok. wish you good luck wif your life. satu je, please listen to wht your papa said. its good for your future. dont bother me.pnjg umo kite jmpe.
• huh? alright then
• i need to go. dh nk off nihh
• ok. 
• bye. tc. miss you too.
• miss you much.tc

well. hope you understand A'. u're still my diary. miss you. really mean it. huh. tak care dear.